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Sun, Dec. 18th, 2005, 03:19 pm
New Tattoo


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This is the inspiration for my next tattoo.  It's in memory of my great great grandma.  Her name was Goldie.  ^_^

Sat, Dec. 17th, 2005, 12:28 am
I hate the DMV

Last night, we got pulled over by some cop because of the tags on the car. He pulled up my drivers record because I was going to have to drive, but I found out through him that my lisence has been suspened! There is no reason for it to be! So today I went to the DMV waited over an hour just to be told that my lisence was suspened through the courts and I would have to talk to them about it. Well I went on-line and pulled up my record and found out like I already knew was that I have no suspension!!! So now I'm not to sure what to do. I printed out the document that had my information, thinking that maybe if I show them that they will give me my lisence. I have no clue as it if it will help...

I talked to a bunch of my friends today, and some people that I wish would just leave me alone. I got to talk to Brandon!! *Happy dance* He is coming home from college soon and wants to hang out. I love him! ^_^ He is just adorable! Then I talked to an old friend that I hadn't spoken to in like 3 years. I must say, he looks good in drag! *laughs* I also talked to Gus-gus on myspace. He is so funny. There are going to be a few people from California that I miss...

The doctor said that my granddad's legs are healing right from the amputation, and they want him to go back to the hospital. My grandma kinda went crazy again and was crying and just freaking out.

This really sucks because I wanted to go to a party this weekend but I can't with no lisence. I was supposed to hang out with another friend too... Stupid cops... Always screwing with me.

I sometimes wonder why no one will listen to me or take me seriously... I tell people things, and they won't listen to me, they just have to find out the hard way. It's really sad too because I lost a very dear friend of mine because he wouldn't listen to me... Then he found out the hard way that I was right... I don't even know if I would like to be friends with him after what happened... He told me never to speak to him again after this bitch was talking shit about me and he believed her, I told him she was a freaking crazy bitch and didn't know what she was talking about. But he found out on his own. She claimed that he said that he was going to beat the shit out of her to a bouncer and tried to get him kicked out of a bar later after what he did to me. I told him...

I applied at Borders again, I'm going up there on Monday to talk to the hiring manager. I am positive that I will get my job back, they really need people right now because of the Holidays. It will be fun to start working again. Apparently one of my old co-workers recently quit, I'm not too sure why. In a way I'm glad he's gone, he smelled like rotten ass... And not just everyonce in a while, but EVERY DAY!!! Even when the managers told him to clean up before he comes to work.

It's kinda sad, but right now I don't have anywhere to live. I'm going in between places because no one can have me stay... Last night I stayed in the old house I was in before going to Cali. It has no heat and no water... It was so fucking cold I could see my breath all night.... But tonight I'm trying to crash at my grandma's, hoping she won't notice. I'm sure she will, but with everything happening with granddad I dont think she will say anything.

My dad is wanting the guys and I to come up for Christmas dinner and presents. Thats cool atleast, maybe I'll get some new pants or some boots!!

Okay, I'm going to stop... I wrote WAY too much...

Wed, Dec. 14th, 2005, 11:59 pm
Dissolve And Decay


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And when you're all alone, don't forget me


And when I'm all alone I won't forget you


And when you're all alone don't forget me


Cause I'm on the wrong side of the tracks


But I did not know until you turned your back


I'm livin' the blackest years, of my life


But I did not know until you said goodbye


Goodbye

Wed, Dec. 14th, 2005, 10:04 pm
It's cold....

Wow I forgot how cold it was in Virginia...

And I forgot how cold people can be.

Well I just wanted to write something, and I will do it again later.. SO THERE! HAHAHA